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==Things that look promising that Leeann hasn't had a chance to read yet==
 
==Things that look promising that Leeann hasn't had a chance to read yet==
 
*[http://www.alternet.org/module/printversion/144258 Bill Moyers' interview of Jane Goodall]
 
*[http://www.alternet.org/module/printversion/144258 Bill Moyers' interview of Jane Goodall]
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After finally sending you the overcomplicated email, I felt really bad at how much that email had become a product of a bunch of demons I was fighting.  Getting it sent to you felt like it was about finally not having to feel guilty about having not sent it yet.
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But, once I was relieved of that guilt, I was horrified at how much time had passed and how I'd been wanting to call all this time, but was somehow operating by the rule that I couldn't until I'd gotten the email sent to you. 
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Email can sure tie me up in knots...and I'm wondering if that's why that overcomplicated email turned out to be a monologue, and I didn't even ask you how you were!!!  I'm guessing that I didn't want to start up an email dialogue that might get me in trouble yet again.  I just wanted to finish the task of sending the overcomplicated email so I could finally feel like I could call you.
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I feel like by worrying so much about being a bad friend, I've been even worse of a friend.  I have so many funny rules that I seem to be operating by that cause me trouble...I do funny things to try to take care of the other person...about what they might or might not want to hear about...and whether what I'm writing is for me or for them...and all kinds of other things...  At any rate, sorry all this craziness has kept me out of touch...and I better get this sent off to you before I start deciding anything funny about it...and switch to talking to you over the phone which is one of my favorite mediums (vs. email which is one of my very least favorite mediums).
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Love,
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Leeann
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I fear you worry too much. You can write me every day, or once every ten years, and I'll still always be grateful and happy to hear from you. =)
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Revision as of 06:33, 13 December 2009

Things that look promising that Leeann hasn't had a chance to read yet